I am honestly kinda missing early 2024 for real now in March. What do you feel?
So yeah now in 2026 I am honestly missing early 2024(Feb to April) a lot 🥲🥹. That's because I was still in my 2nd semester of MBA and having lots of activities going on and especially I had crush on this girl Akansha in our University who is from Nagpur in Maharashtra in India but in our city Bangalore in India for MBA and I am Bengali from Siliguri in West Bengal living in Bangalore for many years. I was 23 and she was also about 21-23 age range and I am really missing the thrill of approaching and talking to her 🥹🥹. She was definitely the prettiest in our campus. I remember eagerly waiting to talk to her. Even though she wasn't into me and eventually the connection faded with time, at that time talking to her felt so thrilling and exciting. Honestly my 1st sem of MBA crush Anshika was much more warmer with me and talking more but idk why I am also missing those days when I had crush on Akansha 🥲😭. Last year in early 2025 i didn't feel this contrast so much as I was doing an internship in this edtech startup so still socializing with other female interns there 🥲 so I had a decent social life in early 2025.
Honestly now 2026 has been so dull and boring so far. I am 25 and MBA is freshly done and I am in this endless job search phase so everything feels so stagnant 😢😢. I miss having crushes like that. Now it's march and we have to switch on AC soon and there is water problems too but these are what made early 2024 memorable. Yeah you may wonder why. Because despite water problems and switching on AC at night while sleeping, I still was positive as I felt i have Akansha to talk to the next day in University 😢😭 but this year there is no one as such. There is water problems but it feels irritating. Today was the Indian festival of color Holi but it was boring and I felt FOMO seeing other peers posting on their Instagram stories enjoying Holi. Not gonna lie, Akansha is what made my early 2024 days memorable just like how Anshika made my mid to late 2023 memorable. This year has been so boring and stagnant so far. Most interactions with women have been by cold approaching which means most were one time and no repeat. What do you feel?
Honestly now 2026 has been so dull and boring so far. I am 25 and MBA is freshly done and I am in this endless job search phase so everything feels so stagnant 😢😢. I miss having crushes like that. Now it's march and we have to switch on AC soon and there is water problems too but these are what made early 2024 memorable. Yeah you may wonder why. Because despite water problems and switching on AC at night while sleeping, I still was positive as I felt i have Akansha to talk to the next day in University 😢😭 but this year there is no one as such. There is water problems but it feels irritating. Today was the Indian festival of color Holi but it was boring and I felt FOMO seeing other peers posting on their Instagram stories enjoying Holi. Not gonna lie, Akansha is what made my early 2024 days memorable just like how Anshika made my mid to late 2023 memorable. This year has been so boring and stagnant so far. Most interactions with women have been by cold approaching which means most were one time and no repeat. What do you feel?
22-25, M
