This is the 4th day of this
I'm so upset that things this year are worse than a year ago. It was supposed to be the other way around. Not only work wise but health wise too. I been spending my last 4 mornings in bed hiding not in the mood to get up. Also the cold weather is not helping.
I have done at least 85 % of what I can to find work in my new field but non of the ones who reached out to me became clients yet. I can't even find clients for my old field just till I find better chances in the new one. I haven't done anything since November 2025 besides working on myself and building a portfolio for the new field.
My plan was to fill my new portfolio from Jan 1st till Feb 18th then find work between Feb 18th and March 18th and I do consider the potential clients who contacted me a good sign but I need to start to actually do something.
I have done at least 85 % of what I can to find work in my new field but non of the ones who reached out to me became clients yet. I can't even find clients for my old field just till I find better chances in the new one. I haven't done anything since November 2025 besides working on myself and building a portfolio for the new field.
My plan was to fill my new portfolio from Jan 1st till Feb 18th then find work between Feb 18th and March 18th and I do consider the potential clients who contacted me a good sign but I need to start to actually do something.
31-35, M
