I've gone through a lot on my own. I've been tough as heck.

Unfortunately it's hard to find any softness now.

Especially after so many people ditch you because you're going through a hard time.

It destroys your core human beliefs that you are part of something.

Now I just know I'm alone. I expect to be ignored, left out, forgotten.

It doesn't sting anymore, it just hurts all the time.

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EarthlingWise

Make sure you're safe. Don't waste any useful energy on regretting other people's blindness. You are here, alive and kicking.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@EarthlingWise I have let go of counting on people, but it still hurts all the time knowing if something happened beyond my control, my son and I would be screwed.

I'm alive and kicking but I gotta admit, I think I'm heartbroken. After losing my parents and realizing nobody else cared about us, I haven't been the same person. I don't know if I'll ever be me again.

EarthlingWise

@ScreamingFox @ScreamingFox You will not be the same. But you will be you, a more lucid you, to some extent a more confident you, not all-powerful but not ready to compromise for the wrong reasons.

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