What could be the reason that this song only reminds me of some specific Indian women but not Romanian women?
So yeah this song is Love Story by the Romanian DJ and singer Edward Maya. This song makes me feel massive FOMO and longing 🥲🥹. So this song particularly makes me miss this woman Soniya who was my classmate and close friend in 1st year of MBA in 2023-early 2024. I remember she would call me on the phone saying I was her best friend 🥹😭 and we even hanged out during our Bengali festival Durga puja in our city Bangalore in India when I was 22 and she was 23 as we are both Bengali. This synth part of this song reminds of that outing moments when she was fully happy and excited and I felt as if I belonged. But sadly in early 2024 during 2nd sem of our MBA I messed up as I was in bad mood about something and she said me to move as she was sitting behind me and she had to move but due to having bad mood, her tone sounded rude to me so I got angry and aggressively tapped my foot on the floor and walked out of class. She was shocked and since then she basically distanced herself 😭😭. Now I am 25 and she is also 25 and we no longer chat or talk even though she still follows me on Instagram and views my stories and sometimes even engage to my sliders or polls on Instagram but the friendship is gone 😢😢. This song makes me really emotional.
This doesnt remind me of Romanian women despite being a Romanian song simply because I don't have any personal connections with Romanians. The only interaction i had with a Romanian was few weeks ago with a Romanian woman with her French friend in Brigade road area of our city which was a good conversation but only one time so no personal bond formed whereas with Indian women like Soniya there were personal bonds. This synth also makes me feel FOMO in general because I missed out in my teen years due to bullying in school so didn't talk with girls for years due to low self esteem and shyness and it continued even up to early 20s in 1st year of MBA. Now when I see Instagram stories of other MBA students enjoying mixed gender outings or with women from their University, there is an ache in my heart and it makes me wanna cold approach women more just to prove that I am not invisible and I am much more confident at 25 now. But I really missed out on the carefree fun it feels like 😢😭. Here is the song
This doesnt remind me of Romanian women despite being a Romanian song simply because I don't have any personal connections with Romanians. The only interaction i had with a Romanian was few weeks ago with a Romanian woman with her French friend in Brigade road area of our city which was a good conversation but only one time so no personal bond formed whereas with Indian women like Soniya there were personal bonds. This synth also makes me feel FOMO in general because I missed out in my teen years due to bullying in school so didn't talk with girls for years due to low self esteem and shyness and it continued even up to early 20s in 1st year of MBA. Now when I see Instagram stories of other MBA students enjoying mixed gender outings or with women from their University, there is an ache in my heart and it makes me wanna cold approach women more just to prove that I am not invisible and I am much more confident at 25 now. But I really missed out on the carefree fun it feels like 😢😭. Here is the song
22-25, M
