This recent life dillema has made me realize it is time for me to downsize my life and perspectives to match my physical limitations.
I am likely to stop working in military and public practice within a year.
Go full private and slow down. I will also need to downsize my farm businesses. Unfortunately, that means less activism too related to the causes I have been engaged in, even children's rights.
Downsize, give the wheel to my partner and step out of lot of things. SW too.
It is going to be mentally challenging to let go, even for my tribe and family. Not just me. I have been playing significant community roles, friends I been there for from all over the world, some I know still need me, but I need to take care of myself now indefinitely.
Maybe years from now I can step in. I know I have done my best though and I am proud of the results and progress I have created regardless of the many persistent challenges and people who have tried to hurt me..for one reason or another..So even if I don't step back in, it is not a lost battle. This isn't me losing. It's me retreating to fight for myself now.
To those who have found themselves in my place. The true givers, the ones that sacrifice and cross borders to heal, feed, tend, serve life not death, here is my heart ❤ take shelter in it. It knows you. It truly does and it always will.
Go full private and slow down. I will also need to downsize my farm businesses. Unfortunately, that means less activism too related to the causes I have been engaged in, even children's rights.
Downsize, give the wheel to my partner and step out of lot of things. SW too.
It is going to be mentally challenging to let go, even for my tribe and family. Not just me. I have been playing significant community roles, friends I been there for from all over the world, some I know still need me, but I need to take care of myself now indefinitely.
Maybe years from now I can step in. I know I have done my best though and I am proud of the results and progress I have created regardless of the many persistent challenges and people who have tried to hurt me..for one reason or another..So even if I don't step back in, it is not a lost battle. This isn't me losing. It's me retreating to fight for myself now.
To those who have found themselves in my place. The true givers, the ones that sacrifice and cross borders to heal, feed, tend, serve life not death, here is my heart ❤ take shelter in it. It knows you. It truly does and it always will.
