Tbh some days I enjoy my own personal hell...
Trying to find truth and compromise used to be so enjoyable for me. Listening, observing and discussing perspectives felt like a good healthy brain exercise.
Times have changed. We are too easily influenced and fatigued by conflict.
It's nothing against anyone, it's just life. It's more than likely the same disputes and opinions we're all sick of not being able to ultimately find a middle ground on. Or peacefully accept our differences and let go of what only affects that individual.
I believe many truly are searching for a solution and that's beautiful in it's stressful human way.
Many are also avoiding and it makes me want to hurl.
I'm just a sensitive soul and that's something I can't unbe.
Just a note to say, I love you guys, always have. But I think I'm at a point I'm tired of everything being stated instead of asked. Instead of questions, we present opinions as facts. I do it too. I'm sick of myself.
And I find it very hard to avoid responding like a smart ass to some of the statements I hear these days. I'm not gathering and I don't know why but it's certainly my own issues with how we are evolving. Things I should accept.
Life is enough. Having a place as special as EP and SW has given me so much understanding, growth and helped me dig deeper. I don't know exactly what I'm saying, maybe a half goodbye from a quiet place in the distance.
Times have changed. We are too easily influenced and fatigued by conflict.
It's nothing against anyone, it's just life. It's more than likely the same disputes and opinions we're all sick of not being able to ultimately find a middle ground on. Or peacefully accept our differences and let go of what only affects that individual.
I believe many truly are searching for a solution and that's beautiful in it's stressful human way.
Many are also avoiding and it makes me want to hurl.
I'm just a sensitive soul and that's something I can't unbe.
Just a note to say, I love you guys, always have. But I think I'm at a point I'm tired of everything being stated instead of asked. Instead of questions, we present opinions as facts. I do it too. I'm sick of myself.
And I find it very hard to avoid responding like a smart ass to some of the statements I hear these days. I'm not gathering and I don't know why but it's certainly my own issues with how we are evolving. Things I should accept.
Life is enough. Having a place as special as EP and SW has given me so much understanding, growth and helped me dig deeper. I don't know exactly what I'm saying, maybe a half goodbye from a quiet place in the distance.
41-45, F
