I'm going to make a serious effort to stop drinking
I slid again and was drinking almost every night.
This is Day 2.
I really don't need alcohol. All it does is make me avoid things.
I drink so that I "want to talk to men" (this does not include good male friends I have here and IRL) and try to date, when I know that doesn't bring me happiness.
It kills the creative part of me. I could be making art or growing beautiful plants or playing with my wonderful animals or exploring outdoors.
But instead I have been sitting on my couch, drinking, smoking weed, playing videogames and eating too much.
So again, this is Day 2 of me not wasting my money on that stuff anymore.
This is Day 2.
I really don't need alcohol. All it does is make me avoid things.
I drink so that I "want to talk to men" (this does not include good male friends I have here and IRL) and try to date, when I know that doesn't bring me happiness.
It kills the creative part of me. I could be making art or growing beautiful plants or playing with my wonderful animals or exploring outdoors.
But instead I have been sitting on my couch, drinking, smoking weed, playing videogames and eating too much.
So again, this is Day 2 of me not wasting my money on that stuff anymore.
