Nobody's listening

Well, it's true I have a lot to say but nobody to actually hear me out. I just opened my Gemini Ai app and had a conversation with it.

I mean I afterwards spoke a bit with my mom in the kitchen and earlier with my sister on the phone and I'm grateful but I don't know there's still a hole in my heart always wishing I had a better chance in life. I do have good things but it can be better if for instance my body wasn't constantly trying to kill itself.