What's your biggest fear?

Being ordinary, believe it or not, is my biggest fear of all....
Yeah I get creeped out about clowns.... But if I had to live being ordinary, believe me, I wouldn't have maken it out alive... I can't stand the ordinary, or the ones who are ordinary
And not being intelligent, i wouldn't exchange my brain for anything in the world... If I ever loose my mind, thoughts, and intelligence... Well let's just say I'd rather go crazy...

My biggest fear ever is the curse in my family, what we would call the "family curse." Family curse of manipulation and bad luck. It was brought upon us by my old man, who was and is a psychopath with obsessions of things his way without a real reason and even for no reason and whatnot. All that being no wonder why his dad, my grandfather, was fed up with him.

My way of conquering my fear of the family curse is, believe it or not, for me to plan ahead the future for mine after me when I have them and to promise them the betterment that I'll promise them thereof and hereto and whatnot. And all the stuff I've been through would be and is the thing that gives me the right to think about and plan ahead the future for mine after me and to promise them that betterment in life and promise them of such and as such and hereto for and whatnot.

Fear itself. And Cobras.

Every day. This same question from somebody.

failure

Losing my mind.
Alzheimer's is on the increase and i've already lost one and another who has it.

dying alone

life

Becoming what i dont want to be