So todays her birthday and I am honestly missing 2024 so much. Do you also miss moments similar to this?
So today is Anshika's birthday. So she used to be my crush during 1st year of MBA in mid 2023 to early 2024. So i really liked her at the time but was a bit shy, she called me cute, i gave her chocolate and we were 22-23. I remember in Jan 2024 after our 2nd sem of MBA started, Anshika didnt come to campus or class as she was in her hometown Lucknow in North India and didnt return back to Bangalore yet and it was her birthday. I remember missing her and telling my male classmates about it that its her birthday and I was missing her and they were teasing me about her. I was teased and later when she came to back campus, others told her too i was missing her.
Today she turned 25 and I also turned 25 just 3 weeks ago. Now our MBA is freshly done so we can no longer meet. I did surprise her during graduation day 2 months ago by finally confidently talking to her, even complimenting her calling her cute and it felt great. But today i am missing that structure i had in 2024. I am more in home due to me quitting my previous internship and still applying for jobs. It just doesnt feel the same anymore. I miss feeling those butterflies about her. I can approach any woman now but without a structure like a campus or workplace, most interactions remains episodic especially here in India. Its scary how time flies. We still follow each other on Instagram tho but i really miss that MBA environment, the teasing and feeling full alive. Home feels boring and the area(Munnekolala in Bangalore) i am in is too local and boring and 15-17 km away from cosmopolitan areas like UB City, Lavelle Road and Church Street. Do you feel the same too?
Today she turned 25 and I also turned 25 just 3 weeks ago. Now our MBA is freshly done so we can no longer meet. I did surprise her during graduation day 2 months ago by finally confidently talking to her, even complimenting her calling her cute and it felt great. But today i am missing that structure i had in 2024. I am more in home due to me quitting my previous internship and still applying for jobs. It just doesnt feel the same anymore. I miss feeling those butterflies about her. I can approach any woman now but without a structure like a campus or workplace, most interactions remains episodic especially here in India. Its scary how time flies. We still follow each other on Instagram tho but i really miss that MBA environment, the teasing and feeling full alive. Home feels boring and the area(Munnekolala in Bangalore) i am in is too local and boring and 15-17 km away from cosmopolitan areas like UB City, Lavelle Road and Church Street. Do you feel the same too?
22-25, M