I'm tired of being not cared about in my real life.

The kind things I do that get thrown away, the sacrifices nobody appreciates or supports me through, the never having time for myself, and just being taken from every stupid day. Taken from and treated like a jerk.

At my job, hiding in the dark crying. I haven't felt this way in a while. I was holding it together.

But truth is, no matter how good I am, nobody will ever see me or be thankful for the good I do.

SW is the only place I can talk about how I feel and people, even if they don't care, they see me. Just for a moment I exist outside of my mind.