I feel so good mentally not drinking

It's been way over a month now, haven't checked exactly how long. I feel so productive and happy despite our problems. It also helps that it's practically spring weather today. 😆

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ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

A clear head isn't always the easiest but it eventually feels better. I still smoke a little weed sometimes because I know when it will help, but otherwise I find facing life raw is better.

Nightwings · 31-35, F

@ScreamingFox My mind can't handle the weed, the last time I smoked it (I was 16) I would get visual hallucinations and panic attacks from the smallest amount. 😅

I find it really lovely to be sober, and I actually always did. I can't do any of the things I normally do if I'm drunk. I would drink with 3 days in between, later on 5 days in between, but I would drink a LOT when I did, completely unable to stop before passing out. 😕