I'll keep this here in case I couldn't reach you guys

I don't know what happens next, nobody does really. I'm still not recovering well and it'll be decided today again whether I will have to get into the ICU or not because something is really messed up. I admit this whole thing is really terrifying. And I want it to end right now.

Wish me luck, I hope none of you is mad at me for anything.
See you soon, I'm not deactivating my account.