curse I think I am

How do you know if you have one and how to get rid of it. I have had bad luck my whole life even people that don't know me tell me I have bad luck. I don't believe you make your own so. No matter what I have tried it never full works out for me and thing's only get better for a very short time. I have a positive outlook on life now just so tired of trying so hard and keep hitting that SAME brick wall to better my life and my outlook. I keep picking myself back up and going however I would like someone anyone to lean on sometimes.