Not doing well

Physically I guess I'm okay because my leg is healing I think the wound is closing the last couple times I had it looked at it was not infected but there is a lot of swelling still and that concerns me as well as my foot being somewhat numb also I have been spending time out of the wheelchair believe it or not learning to walk again. Where I am not doing well however is emotionally. Bluebird and I have split up it seems. And it all has to do with some people that I was trying to help out and in return they said that they were going to help me hurry up and get this house ready which would have been great the problem however was because of them I ended up pushing Bluebird away. I am not mentally in a good place right now. I do not see a happy ending for my situation. The best outcome would be that all I will have now in the future is my business and that is if I am able to sustain the house by myself in the meantime. The worst outcome well let's not even speak on it we've been there before. And yes meanwhile I am actually sharing my house believe it or not with the Dragon Lady and her boyfriend fiance not even sure. Shit is a little sideways right now and I am just trying to get through it one day at a time