I feel horrible

I have a cold. This is the fourth day, every time I clear my lungs from mucus it starts all over again even though I'm on Antibiotic and mucus thinner. I'm tired of this nonsense. I keep relying on my bi-pap to be able to breathe. I can't get up, I can't get out, I can't shower, I can't do anything. I barely got to finish some work. And I'm trying to keep protein in my lunch every day because I can't afford to lose any weight on top of all this.

Tonight I'm having lentil soup with potatoes so at least I'm excited about something.