It is overwhelming.
I remember feeling real emotions as a little kid but slowly over time the world forced me to become numb and stop taking it in.
So for decades I was just a shell of a person making up for it with sensations, as in getting drunk, doing reckless things, etc. You know, that frat boy type stuff.
It stopped. I feel everything again. I see the value in people. So much time has gone by while I ignored the wonderful people who were kind enough to be in my life.
I know, I know. "You still have time to make up for it." It's easy to say. So much time gone. So little left. This life will be gone in the blink of an eye. Like so many others.
So for decades I was just a shell of a person making up for it with sensations, as in getting drunk, doing reckless things, etc. You know, that frat boy type stuff.
It stopped. I feel everything again. I see the value in people. So much time has gone by while I ignored the wonderful people who were kind enough to be in my life.
I know, I know. "You still have time to make up for it." It's easy to say. So much time gone. So little left. This life will be gone in the blink of an eye. Like so many others.
