It's okay, I remembered now, when I am in troublesome territory, I can always clean some more.
So I got into clearing my SW profile. Deleting older posts. It seems it will keep me occupied an aeon now.
:P
But really, I made an attempt earlier to go into my mother's storage room and took a look at my stuff that I have left over there. I begun clearing there. And something became clear, as it seemed like it is going to take that long to clean if I tend to the objects one by one. I thought, I had enough of the past.
I don't want to be occupied with clearing it any longer. I've cleaned enough. There must be something else.
So I might need to pause and figure a different way to approach the beast this time LOL
Mind me, I'm having fun, or at least I'm finding ways to have fun!
But cleaning the storage, looking at old notes and old art doesn't make me happy any longer either.
I feel sorry to send my art to the trash. But I feel more sorry to keep it someplace dirty for the time that I will be able to tend to it. But it is good I have reached that place. To look at and to tend to my art of the past.
I thought I could organize a bazaar with it and despite that it seemed like a good idea at first, then I thought uhm, if I am to do something new - then what place does my old art has there ? In my new creating, my new communicating with the world ? I don't want no minutes spend back ! I cannot !
🤔
Some solution I must, and yet I not
:P
But really, I made an attempt earlier to go into my mother's storage room and took a look at my stuff that I have left over there. I begun clearing there. And something became clear, as it seemed like it is going to take that long to clean if I tend to the objects one by one. I thought, I had enough of the past.
I don't want to be occupied with clearing it any longer. I've cleaned enough. There must be something else.
So I might need to pause and figure a different way to approach the beast this time LOL
Mind me, I'm having fun, or at least I'm finding ways to have fun!
But cleaning the storage, looking at old notes and old art doesn't make me happy any longer either.
I feel sorry to send my art to the trash. But I feel more sorry to keep it someplace dirty for the time that I will be able to tend to it. But it is good I have reached that place. To look at and to tend to my art of the past.
I thought I could organize a bazaar with it and despite that it seemed like a good idea at first, then I thought uhm, if I am to do something new - then what place does my old art has there ? In my new creating, my new communicating with the world ? I don't want no minutes spend back ! I cannot !
🤔
Some solution I must, and yet I not
