I'm so blessed, I'm so ready, I'm so happy...:) I truly am. // Scratch notes
OK time to change the narrative hehe godspeed 🐇
I can't wait to meet with my friend at 12. She's in her 70s now but she's been my friend for a long time.
She used to be a psychotherapist and social worker and she's helped me a great deal during my last steps coming out of a huge era of depression.
She's also a reiki healer and I'm thinking to ask her to pass it on to me. I don't know about the procedure but I have received a reiki healing once from her some years back as a birthday gift and I enjoyed it. It was a kind of a subtle rebirth, the experience.
I also want to announce qigong trainings but
a. I'm not sure if I will move in a couple of weeks
b. I feel like a fraud since I don't have my personal training practice in tact
Shall see about it. But I feel it's something I want to do. Donation based.
I want to take action towards opening doors to money. But I don't want to focus my whole attention to one thing, and rather have a few. I think for my consistency, that might work better, despite the common suggestions that it's better to focus the whole attention onto one thing.
Another thing I am planning on is to burn my old notebooks. Now that hurts. It does. I am feeling the separation already. But I am going to do it. I got a pretty good lesson on the island, where I was leaving my stuff in different places whilst camping and then I had to go "BACK" and recollect them. That's the idea here. To stop this ability of going back like that. I can always go back. Once I close my eyes and sit in meditation, sometimes even walking with the eyes open, I can go back to memories. I don't need the narratives I created as an artist of those moments. See, ... what I am doing here. Burning the old art. Make space for the new. Some don't need to burn anything, some do. I am amongst the latter. I like fire :P
I have burnt my diary at 14 on that beach. And now at 38 I am going to burn on the same beach my notebooks. I will ask my sister to assist me, perhaps a friend too, shall see. I don't want to do it by myself this time, I want it to be fun too;)
These are from this front 🐦🔥 a little dramatic as greeks traditionally like it 🙄🤣
🩵🐬🩵
I hope yours is going well ... 🌅
I can't wait to meet with my friend at 12. She's in her 70s now but she's been my friend for a long time.
She used to be a psychotherapist and social worker and she's helped me a great deal during my last steps coming out of a huge era of depression.
She's also a reiki healer and I'm thinking to ask her to pass it on to me. I don't know about the procedure but I have received a reiki healing once from her some years back as a birthday gift and I enjoyed it. It was a kind of a subtle rebirth, the experience.
I also want to announce qigong trainings but
a. I'm not sure if I will move in a couple of weeks
b. I feel like a fraud since I don't have my personal training practice in tact
Shall see about it. But I feel it's something I want to do. Donation based.
I want to take action towards opening doors to money. But I don't want to focus my whole attention to one thing, and rather have a few. I think for my consistency, that might work better, despite the common suggestions that it's better to focus the whole attention onto one thing.
Another thing I am planning on is to burn my old notebooks. Now that hurts. It does. I am feeling the separation already. But I am going to do it. I got a pretty good lesson on the island, where I was leaving my stuff in different places whilst camping and then I had to go "BACK" and recollect them. That's the idea here. To stop this ability of going back like that. I can always go back. Once I close my eyes and sit in meditation, sometimes even walking with the eyes open, I can go back to memories. I don't need the narratives I created as an artist of those moments. See, ... what I am doing here. Burning the old art. Make space for the new. Some don't need to burn anything, some do. I am amongst the latter. I like fire :P
I have burnt my diary at 14 on that beach. And now at 38 I am going to burn on the same beach my notebooks. I will ask my sister to assist me, perhaps a friend too, shall see. I don't want to do it by myself this time, I want it to be fun too;)
These are from this front 🐦🔥 a little dramatic as greeks traditionally like it 🙄🤣
🩵🐬🩵
I hope yours is going well ... 🌅
