Why is this year going so bad for me?
Its been a really bad year so far. 2023 and 2024 were so much better. I was in my MBA campus. In 2023 in 1st semester it was really good. I had several crushes like Khushi, Anshika etc but Anshika was my main crush and she called me cute too but i was still a bit shy near girls so couldnt make any moves. I was 22 and it felt so good to crush on her. I also went out with this girl Soniya during Durga puja in our city Bangalore, India. In 2024, at 23 i finally broke out of my shyness especially in 3rd semester of MBA and talking with girls in my campus especially juniors and several batchmates but time was less as less classes in final year.
But now in 2025 its been frustrating. MBA is freshly done and I was in a toxic internship at starting of this internship but at least I had some socializing but i was fired and I am now searching for a job and it sucks as i am more in home and unable to meet new people especially women. I really miss those times when I had crush on Anshika. I am 24 now and it feels like I am running out of time. I was chatting with some of my MBA juniors and batchmates on Instagram but suddenly my Instagram dms are silent and not many responding due to some having exams or something and some probably fully ghosting me.
I do cold approach women now(both Indian and foreign expats) in cosmopolitan parts of Bangalore like UB City, Church Street, Lavelle road, St Marks Road and Indiranagar but most of the time there isnt any continuity. Many of them are one time conversations. At least foreign women are good at conversations but most Indian women in their 20s are reserved and cautious so even a wave or Hi from me can make them feel confused so with Indian women it goes nowhere but with foreign women, the conversations are satisfying. It regret being shy during my 1st year of MBA in 2023 to early 2024 and not being able to be confident enough to make my move on Anshika. Now the structure is gone and I am relying on cold approaching and Instagram. India still doesnt have too many venues for singles to mingle sadly.
But now in 2025 its been frustrating. MBA is freshly done and I was in a toxic internship at starting of this internship but at least I had some socializing but i was fired and I am now searching for a job and it sucks as i am more in home and unable to meet new people especially women. I really miss those times when I had crush on Anshika. I am 24 now and it feels like I am running out of time. I was chatting with some of my MBA juniors and batchmates on Instagram but suddenly my Instagram dms are silent and not many responding due to some having exams or something and some probably fully ghosting me.
I do cold approach women now(both Indian and foreign expats) in cosmopolitan parts of Bangalore like UB City, Church Street, Lavelle road, St Marks Road and Indiranagar but most of the time there isnt any continuity. Many of them are one time conversations. At least foreign women are good at conversations but most Indian women in their 20s are reserved and cautious so even a wave or Hi from me can make them feel confused so with Indian women it goes nowhere but with foreign women, the conversations are satisfying. It regret being shy during my 1st year of MBA in 2023 to early 2024 and not being able to be confident enough to make my move on Anshika. Now the structure is gone and I am relying on cold approaching and Instagram. India still doesnt have too many venues for singles to mingle sadly.
22-25, M