An explosion. Words needed be written. Being casually myself, I'm going through a severe battle with fear on this lazy Sunday morning

Seeing into the darkness of myself, my past, and then looking into the world again with new inFORMation.

I think to myself of how I have always believed in love and receiving lots of information lately through processing some old stories, looking again over my life, I refuse to lose to fear.
I am standing in love, not in fear.
I refuse to lose against those moments where my innocence have flipped into allowance for abuse.
I refuse to lose against those people who had been mislead themselves, into darkness, and through darkness have tried to steal my energy, my pure intention, my loving gaze.
I refuse to lose against those situations that had my heart and my whole body in fear, of unworthiness, I see my worth, I see my light, I see my tremendous well of love, connected to the love of the whole universe, the whole cosmos, and I am coming back fully present into my first person human experience, I refuse fear, I am love. I know, I am love.

And I do not permit for any energies who cannot stand in love with me, to continue and keep standing by me, near me, around me. Enough !

Alright.

I'm going to have my breakfast now and then go for a walk outside.