Yesterday I got into that very emotional state and wrote three texts, one paragraph each
I've sent one to a girl friend
another to the guy I like
and the last was for me
I'm not sure it was good or not but I did it. The girl replied:
Ah you are romantic and deeply beautiful soul. I will just digest your words for a little while. thank you for taking time and sharing yourself with me so openly, it is deep and I need to go more deep in me to receive it
It seems to me like I overdid it, reading her response today.
The guy didn't reply anything
I think today of how I was in this flirt suspension energy for too long and becoming overwhelming like that was almost a coping way for me to get out of that suspension. Because I now feel more comfortable, as if I set myself up for rejection and I don't need to worry any longer about getting anything back. Self sabotage oh yes it is, peace of mind, oh yes that is too.
I will stay silent for a bit with the world.
I haven't yet read what I wrote to myself, I remember the context but not details, but I begun with this text first so I bet the next ones followed this opening. It was all about incorporating our everything. The light and the dark.
another to the guy I like
and the last was for me
I'm not sure it was good or not but I did it. The girl replied:
Ah you are romantic and deeply beautiful soul. I will just digest your words for a little while. thank you for taking time and sharing yourself with me so openly, it is deep and I need to go more deep in me to receive it
It seems to me like I overdid it, reading her response today.
The guy didn't reply anything
I think today of how I was in this flirt suspension energy for too long and becoming overwhelming like that was almost a coping way for me to get out of that suspension. Because I now feel more comfortable, as if I set myself up for rejection and I don't need to worry any longer about getting anything back. Self sabotage oh yes it is, peace of mind, oh yes that is too.
I will stay silent for a bit with the world.
I haven't yet read what I wrote to myself, I remember the context but not details, but I begun with this text first so I bet the next ones followed this opening. It was all about incorporating our everything. The light and the dark.
