And I questioned myself what is it that I want from that man. Truly it is not children. I have a different vision for now. I thought that I want the strength that a partnership provides so to support me in my new life, built an arts and healing community /school/environment.
Anyways it's beautiful to be dreaming about making the world a better place.
I went to train. Last few days I was tricking myself into that I was training and yes I do consider One Conscious Breath as enough training for me to keep me on track, for real, and truly that's the secret to the longevity of my practice. But today I put in some time and I already feel better :)
Your first question should have been why do you want another person and why that man, and then what you want from that man ..
I thought that I want the strength that a partnership provides so to support me in my new life
When you start a sentence with "I thought", you also mean you are not sure yet, which means you are contemplating.
You seem to want the strength that a partnership provides, to support you in your new life. So the query from your would-be partner would be "What is special about your new life for which I need to support you and follow and what if after sometime things are back to square one ?" .. "And why should I give up my life to support you and instead why not you support me and follow me?"
Anyways it's beautiful to be dreaming about making the world a better place.
What has this got to do with the world being a better place? why do you think it is not better place already ? And how do you intend to make the world a better place? and what is wrong with the world today ?
