I don't want to die in this miserable place
I want to start building a new life if it's even possible. I feel so empty and lost. I'm not ok I want to scream I want to change my fate. But is it even worth it that's the question!
I don't have friends I don't have anything to keep going. Everything feels temporary my relationships, my profession, my decisions that I'm struggling to make and obviously my health. Everything is screaming at me to give the fuk up and stop hoping for things that are not meant for me and it's so fuking loud in my head. I need help but there's no way I can even get any help.
I'm just tired and I want to stop having feelings because these stupid feelings are going to end me before my illnesses will.
I don't have friends I don't have anything to keep going. Everything feels temporary my relationships, my profession, my decisions that I'm struggling to make and obviously my health. Everything is screaming at me to give the fuk up and stop hoping for things that are not meant for me and it's so fuking loud in my head. I need help but there's no way I can even get any help.
I'm just tired and I want to stop having feelings because these stupid feelings are going to end me before my illnesses will.
31-35, M
