I always had to grab his hands and put them on me lol that's how I got affection from him...

I don't want or miss him at all. It feels so much better to go without touch than to have to put someone else's hands on me. I thought I was dying inside but he was just a dead fish.

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HijabaDabbaDoo · F

You're worth more than half hearted affection. Someone that doesn't just look at you but sees you. I'm glad he's out of the picture.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@HijabaDabbaDoo it's a huge relief he's gone. Gives me a little hope there's room for better