I always had to grab his hands and put them on me lol that's how I got affection from him...

I don't want or miss him at all. It feels so much better to go without touch than to have to put someone else's hands on me. I thought I was dying inside but he was just a dead fish.

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SpectralMourning · 41-45, M

Useless to be with someone at the point where you're left feeling desperate just to get their attention. I'm relieved you've let yourself escape that.

ScreamingFox · 41-45, F

@SpectralMourning Absolutely. There is no need to feel desperate for someone you're in a relationship with. It's an awful feeling. It brings out insecurity that doesn't belong within intimacy. I'm so relieved too hun.

SpectralMourning · 41-45, M

@ScreamingFox Truly, anyone deserves better than that.