When I was a kid, up to my young adulthood, I thought I could see invisible peaks and valleys in the sky.
I'm not saying I was crazy because I knew it was some sort of trick of my mind. I just could see sort of physical geometric shapes in my environment that changed as the day progressed.
They also had sort of themes, although they were hard to pinpoint.
Recently what I realized is that I'm seeing my emotions around me. I project my own feelings onto the world so vividly and without question that I always thought I could physically see them without really realizing what they were.
It's pretty much as simple as, if I'm sad, things look sad, and if I'm happy, things look happy.
The reason it always appeared to be complex shapes is because I hang onto things. My emotions are "complex shapes" that make a maze—difficult to navigate. Simply because they're anchored to so many variables around me.
It was only very recently that I had this realization. It is just my feelings and what I see in the world.
It wasn't always complex. It used to be happy and simple. I remember the first time I noticed it change. I miss before that day.
They also had sort of themes, although they were hard to pinpoint.
Recently what I realized is that I'm seeing my emotions around me. I project my own feelings onto the world so vividly and without question that I always thought I could physically see them without really realizing what they were.
It's pretty much as simple as, if I'm sad, things look sad, and if I'm happy, things look happy.
The reason it always appeared to be complex shapes is because I hang onto things. My emotions are "complex shapes" that make a maze—difficult to navigate. Simply because they're anchored to so many variables around me.
It was only very recently that I had this realization. It is just my feelings and what I see in the world.
It wasn't always complex. It used to be happy and simple. I remember the first time I noticed it change. I miss before that day.
