I made a friend again
I was feeling a little lonely and disappointed in a couple of not so old friends (who keep saying they are busy but spare time for a friend of mine 🤔 I'm done with them after giving them many chances).
Plus my best friend doing something with a friend, I was feeling miserable and alone tbh I wanted to cry..
I then picked a person in this cafe who was sitting alone and I asked him if I can sit with him, my voice was kinda low when I asked so he thought I was umm a beggar for half a second lol but I mean it can happen he probably felt awkward about it but didn't say, he was not exactly a talker، also an introvert like me، he actually has a low voice like mine too, I don't see that so often.
We told the bartender to get me a hot chocolate but he brought me tea, that's how bad it gets with the low voice lol I decided to go with tea anyway and he ordered a shisha and I told him I used to smoke it a decade ago, he was sitting at this specific place because it's next to a hospital and turns out his poor wife is sick in the ICU in there. We talked about random stuff and exchanged numbers and FB accounts and we'll probably meet again.
Looks like my fear of rejection is really shrinking.
Plus my best friend doing something with a friend, I was feeling miserable and alone tbh I wanted to cry..
I then picked a person in this cafe who was sitting alone and I asked him if I can sit with him, my voice was kinda low when I asked so he thought I was umm a beggar for half a second lol but I mean it can happen he probably felt awkward about it but didn't say, he was not exactly a talker، also an introvert like me، he actually has a low voice like mine too, I don't see that so often.
We told the bartender to get me a hot chocolate but he brought me tea, that's how bad it gets with the low voice lol I decided to go with tea anyway and he ordered a shisha and I told him I used to smoke it a decade ago, he was sitting at this specific place because it's next to a hospital and turns out his poor wife is sick in the ICU in there. We talked about random stuff and exchanged numbers and FB accounts and we'll probably meet again.
Looks like my fear of rejection is really shrinking.
31-35, M