Had a wonderful day!
Rainy
Now cold, seated outside my tent, moon and clouds
A day of great offerings and reconciliation
First thing in the morning I had breakfast, was grateful because some days budget is too tight and I might skip it..
I had a first coffee with a friend who seeks love so strongly. Nowadays I carry the perspective of Oneness in glimpses and so I see myself in everyone.
Later I walked around and danced in an empty square by myself. A couple with whom we worked together in the vineyard was owning me 10€ and they came to give me when I was dancing. I told them, how pleased they must be of my dance to want to give me money and we laughed. They are the best couple and most inspiring, their love strong and shinning.
Then I met with a pregnant friend and her daughter and had a second coffee. She paid for it, very sweet of her.
In the meantime a guy brought me a bag of foods he bought for me from the supermarket. I shared with her. She was loving as always. She's 7 months pregnant. Her daughter is becoming 2 years old this weekend. She's rejecting me because she doesn't like how I take attention from her mama. All is good.
She left and the man who bought me the goods sit with me and offers me my 3rd coffee. We briefly exchange life stories, he let's me know how he's been homeless for years. I understand then how he wants to care for people who seem in need and I accept his help. He's awkward but a good person. I showed him my art and asks me to make something so he'll buy it.
Then I move to meet my other friend. She's lost her mother young and so she's carrying this darkness but is the best friend. I help her to paint something and do the dishes and I exchange she invites me to dinner, we had dinner at her terrace with her dad and classical music but the intense kind, not the soothing one.
We walked together and then I took the path in the forest to my tent.
I found how I've been carrying that hyper independence and let's say that by this practice here the past few months I have totally let myself fall into the community. This hasn't been the first time I have experienced it but it's been the first time I am fully aware of it and not drawn into my needs and anxiety. I trust.
This song has been going around SW and it feels it's time for a repost :)
[media=https://youtu.be/1cG27VzaYmg]
Now cold, seated outside my tent, moon and clouds
A day of great offerings and reconciliation
First thing in the morning I had breakfast, was grateful because some days budget is too tight and I might skip it..
I had a first coffee with a friend who seeks love so strongly. Nowadays I carry the perspective of Oneness in glimpses and so I see myself in everyone.
Later I walked around and danced in an empty square by myself. A couple with whom we worked together in the vineyard was owning me 10€ and they came to give me when I was dancing. I told them, how pleased they must be of my dance to want to give me money and we laughed. They are the best couple and most inspiring, their love strong and shinning.
Then I met with a pregnant friend and her daughter and had a second coffee. She paid for it, very sweet of her.
In the meantime a guy brought me a bag of foods he bought for me from the supermarket. I shared with her. She was loving as always. She's 7 months pregnant. Her daughter is becoming 2 years old this weekend. She's rejecting me because she doesn't like how I take attention from her mama. All is good.
She left and the man who bought me the goods sit with me and offers me my 3rd coffee. We briefly exchange life stories, he let's me know how he's been homeless for years. I understand then how he wants to care for people who seem in need and I accept his help. He's awkward but a good person. I showed him my art and asks me to make something so he'll buy it.
Then I move to meet my other friend. She's lost her mother young and so she's carrying this darkness but is the best friend. I help her to paint something and do the dishes and I exchange she invites me to dinner, we had dinner at her terrace with her dad and classical music but the intense kind, not the soothing one.
We walked together and then I took the path in the forest to my tent.
I found how I've been carrying that hyper independence and let's say that by this practice here the past few months I have totally let myself fall into the community. This hasn't been the first time I have experienced it but it's been the first time I am fully aware of it and not drawn into my needs and anxiety. I trust.
This song has been going around SW and it feels it's time for a repost :)
[media=https://youtu.be/1cG27VzaYmg]
