Really feeling emotional right now. How can i stop getting this feeling of longing?
So currently i am getting really emotional and feeling empty. Thats because its our Bengali festival named Durga puja. 2 years ago in 2023, during my 1st semester of MBA, i went out with this girl Soniya who was my classmate and close female friend during Durga puja and roamed around our city Bangalore, India and then had mutton biryani for lunch. I was 22 and she was 23 at the time and it was a very memorable day for me. I even posted our selfie on this site and many were replying positively.
I still remember that day as a good memory but now this Durga puja of course we arent hanging out. Due to a bit of a drama and misunderstanding last year during our 2nd semester, she kinda stopped talking to me. So yeah of course she isn't gonna go out plus this year now she isn't even in Bangalore. She is in her hometown Kolkata now as our MBA freshly got done and only official graduation pending. Now I am 24 and she is 25 and idk i am feeling really emotional and longing for those moments again 😢😭.
I am opening Instagram and I am seeing other MBA peers and juniors all in their 20s hanging out with each other and having dandiya nights(its Navratri which is an Indian festival) and Durga puja pandals in groups(often in group of both guys and girls). All are enjoying the festivals together whereas I am kinda lonely. Most are posting these moments in their Instagram stories. So i am remembering 2023 when I went out with Soniya 🥹 and feeling sad that others are enjoying while i am longing for that type of connection with a girl again 😭. I had mutton biryani today too but it didnt feel the same like it did when i had it with her 😢.
I still remember that day as a good memory but now this Durga puja of course we arent hanging out. Due to a bit of a drama and misunderstanding last year during our 2nd semester, she kinda stopped talking to me. So yeah of course she isn't gonna go out plus this year now she isn't even in Bangalore. She is in her hometown Kolkata now as our MBA freshly got done and only official graduation pending. Now I am 24 and she is 25 and idk i am feeling really emotional and longing for those moments again 😢😭.
I am opening Instagram and I am seeing other MBA peers and juniors all in their 20s hanging out with each other and having dandiya nights(its Navratri which is an Indian festival) and Durga puja pandals in groups(often in group of both guys and girls). All are enjoying the festivals together whereas I am kinda lonely. Most are posting these moments in their Instagram stories. So i am remembering 2023 when I went out with Soniya 🥹 and feeling sad that others are enjoying while i am longing for that type of connection with a girl again 😭. I had mutton biryani today too but it didnt feel the same like it did when i had it with her 😢.
22-25, M