I really just hate my life.

I'm too retarded to hold a job or do anything on my own so I stay with my parents who don't know how to do anything except throw money at me and then guilt trip me over it which just makes whatever internal struggles I already have worse and I can't focus and it's just an endless loop. I've been told by a billion boomers that the solution is just to get out on my own. Do you see the problem here? I can't escape.

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FlowerPetal · 22-25, F

you can
it starts with you
I truly believe you could.
you got this

SinlessOnslaught · M

@FlowerPetal No, I try, and they just inevitably find a reason to yell or cuss at me and convince me that something is all my fault, and/or I really do mess something up in life because that's just what I do and they act like treating me like I'm worthless and will always be this way has nothing to do with it and will somehow make it better. Something always goes wrong and I always drop the ball. It has happened again and again and again. I'm just not capable of living a normal adult life.

FlowerPetal · 22-25, F

@SinlessOnslaught I'm sorry. 😔

SinlessOnslaught · M

@FlowerPetal I try work out and solve my problems by myself without worrying anyone and then the silence worries them and they get overbearing and everything just gets worse, and they somehow never understand that.

Top that onto trying to just do normal adult things like hold a job with people who don't have this home situation.

The result is me never doing anything right and failing everyone and failing everything.

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