My son deserves better than me.

There's a reason I have no friends, no family and nobody is interested.

I am garbage.

I'm not being cruel to myself. I deserve pain for the pain I've caused.

I have to face it so I figure out how to fix it.

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BillyMack · 46-50, M

I’m sorry you’re struggling Fox. But from what I can see on your posts, you do what you can for your son. I’m sure kids sometimes want the shinier things, but when he’s older, he’ll remember the love you gave him. Keep your head up. He’s sounds like a good kid, and you’re a good mom.