Going to play with my mind

As many of you know before I went to prison I was in a relationship and I have been on and up for quite a while but I I'm going home this time now no significant other in my life not even a dog to keep me company so this will be a new experience. Part of me is happy to have peace and quiet with no drama but the other part of me wishes I had someone some type of presence in my life especially during those dark late hours where all your mind does is think. To have some kind of softness to balance out the hard days and some type of affection to be able to give and receive when the heart hurts. It is going to be different that is for sure