@FoxyQueen you're right, and I do have the knife

@Fallflower it makes me sad, but also angry, that my love and willingness are being used without the possibility of ever being reciprocated. I have only been a life raft for someone not strong enough to be their own. Someone who isn't even trying.

@ScreamingFox Been there unfortunately. We are SO not alone here. We're perfect life-raft material. Some people just want to find that life raft and hold on. It's up to us to pry their grubby fingers off.

@phoenixrising if things got really bad, I have no doubt he would let me rot

@Nunlover I don't count anything out, but I'm not counting on it either

@caccoon the time is near. Realizing I'm wasting my time with someone who would abandon me if things got really bad. I can't imagine him being there for me, or doing something kind without him asking for excessive praise. It's always about him. No matter what I've been through, it's always been about him.

@ScreamingFox it feels so good once you can identify those things. To actually feel unattracted to them. To isolate their qualities and realize that they are not your person.

I'm proud of you. 💙 And will be here for you! Sorry I was slow to reply to your pm, I am sometimes a slow butt

@ScreamingFox please keep me posted on the cancer concern. I'm here if you just need someone to listen

@Bexsy thank you. Sitting here now waiting to be seen.

@ScreamingFox warm good thoughts headed your way 🖤