Sometimes sometimes

Sometimes I'm on top of the world and think I can take on anything that comes my way and that I will make it I will push through and I will reach the mountain top of happiness. But sometimes in certain ways I feel like I'm God's biggest mistake. And why do you let me stay. I am far too strong to ever give up but it doesn't mean it quits hurting it just means I get better at burying it underneath. But somehow I will finish the game