Back in 2023 and 2024, life was more fun but now 2025 feels more dull. Why?
In 2023, I was 22 starting my MBA and after years of bullying and isolation and shyness near girls, I met this girl (lets call her Ansh) who was my crush for 7 months and was also 22 at the time and she called cute too and I gave her chocolates twice and pinched her cheeks too. Everything was going great. I also had a female friend (lets call her Son) who was 22 or 23 at the time and we hanged out during Bengali festival Durga puja all around our city Bangalore in India and it was fun. So yeah Ansh and Son were part of my 2023 1st semester of MBA life.
In 2024, I was 23 and after 1st semester was done, we went to our hometown Siliguri and enjoyed there and returned and entered my 3rd semester of MBA and got crush on another girl (lets call her Akan). Sadly Ansh stopped talking to me after she came to know about it. Akan was gorgeous tho and we talked for 3 months but she was never into me but managed to get a hug from her even though she gave an awkward smile. 2024 was the year I started talking to foreign women who are expats in our city Bangalore in India in the UB City mall where foreigners hang out. Then in Aug 2024, I entered my 3rd semester of MBA when I fully broke out of my shyness near women and talked with this girl(lets call her Dim). She was soft spoken and cute and I got attached to her. We again went to Siliguri for my grandpa's death anniversary but when I was there, Dim suddenly unfollowed me on Instagram and I was so upset and after returning to Bangalore, she said me she didn't want to talk to me anymore. But I continued talking to other girls in my campus.
Now in 2025, I am 24 and life has been dull. Early 2025(Feb to March), I was in an internship where I talked with multiple female interns in their early and mid 20s and socialized a lot and also talked with foreign women in UB City but unfortunately got unfairly fired from there and now I am basically done with my MBA and only official graduation is pending and I am searching for a job now. So I am unable to socialize and no major trips like to Siliguri yet. I am mostly approaching women now(Both Indian and foreign) in coffee shops, bookstores, breweries, UB City etc and chatting with women on Instagram who are my MBA batchmates, juniors and other young professionals but many times the replies are dry and sometimes some of them may ghost too. I did bump with some of the MBA female batchmates and talked and finally showed them my new confident self but I wanna bump into Ansh too and show her my new confidence. But yeah overall I am feeling stuck in this phase searching for a job or internship, more in home, and not able to meet new people in a structured setting.
In 2024, I was 23 and after 1st semester was done, we went to our hometown Siliguri and enjoyed there and returned and entered my 3rd semester of MBA and got crush on another girl (lets call her Akan). Sadly Ansh stopped talking to me after she came to know about it. Akan was gorgeous tho and we talked for 3 months but she was never into me but managed to get a hug from her even though she gave an awkward smile. 2024 was the year I started talking to foreign women who are expats in our city Bangalore in India in the UB City mall where foreigners hang out. Then in Aug 2024, I entered my 3rd semester of MBA when I fully broke out of my shyness near women and talked with this girl(lets call her Dim). She was soft spoken and cute and I got attached to her. We again went to Siliguri for my grandpa's death anniversary but when I was there, Dim suddenly unfollowed me on Instagram and I was so upset and after returning to Bangalore, she said me she didn't want to talk to me anymore. But I continued talking to other girls in my campus.
Now in 2025, I am 24 and life has been dull. Early 2025(Feb to March), I was in an internship where I talked with multiple female interns in their early and mid 20s and socialized a lot and also talked with foreign women in UB City but unfortunately got unfairly fired from there and now I am basically done with my MBA and only official graduation is pending and I am searching for a job now. So I am unable to socialize and no major trips like to Siliguri yet. I am mostly approaching women now(Both Indian and foreign) in coffee shops, bookstores, breweries, UB City etc and chatting with women on Instagram who are my MBA batchmates, juniors and other young professionals but many times the replies are dry and sometimes some of them may ghost too. I did bump with some of the MBA female batchmates and talked and finally showed them my new confident self but I wanna bump into Ansh too and show her my new confidence. But yeah overall I am feeling stuck in this phase searching for a job or internship, more in home, and not able to meet new people in a structured setting.
22-25, M