Hurt people hurt people
I wish I could have given her a happier life.
My mom,
it's crazy that my sister feels no blame,
She was the cause of this, to me.
My coworker asked me how I don't hate my sister,
It's because we went through the same trauma,
Such trauma,
We dealt with it differently but it was the same,
Trauma bonded.
My mom deserved so much better,
I will forever feel heavy about that,
I wish she experienced even one iota of pure happiness.
She never even saw the ocean
This stems from a killer Chris Watts, saying he forgave himself. And God forgave him. (recent article)
I can't even forgive myself not being kinder. I can't forgive myself for not cherishing you enough, as much as you deserved. I can't forgive myself for any of it. But he forgives himself for MURDER and stuffing his kids bodies in oil tanks???
Life is so odd..
My mom,
it's crazy that my sister feels no blame,
She was the cause of this, to me.
My coworker asked me how I don't hate my sister,
It's because we went through the same trauma,
Such trauma,
We dealt with it differently but it was the same,
Trauma bonded.
My mom deserved so much better,
I will forever feel heavy about that,
I wish she experienced even one iota of pure happiness.
She never even saw the ocean
This stems from a killer Chris Watts, saying he forgave himself. And God forgave him. (recent article)
I can't even forgive myself not being kinder. I can't forgive myself for not cherishing you enough, as much as you deserved. I can't forgive myself for any of it. But he forgives himself for MURDER and stuffing his kids bodies in oil tanks???
Life is so odd..
