😮‍💨 I don't know what I'm doing

I haven't moved yet the summer is ending and it's going to be harder to get a job in colder weather. Because of all the sht I've been through I lost my job, so no more gym, I lost my family ( Never really had one to begin with and I hope they realize that.)

I got some weird group of people just fcking with my head and they think it's funny or something. Completely killed me. I'll never understand why someone felt I deserved to have gone through what I've been through. Cops don't do shit, in fact, they've straight out told me they aren't going to do anything. I hate everyone I just hope that when I move the psychos don't follow me.

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CrazyMusicLover · 31-35

Ouch, that first sentence. I felt that. Plus all the students moving in the cities with the beginning of the school year making searching for a place to rent even harder. 😬

Lostpoet · M

@CrazyMusicLover I think I might stay away from big cities.

YoMomma ·

I think you have a loving family.. you just decided to hate them and look down on them.. i could be wrong but i think you do yourself a disservice by cutting yourself off from them when you could be friends..

Lostpoet · M

@YoMomma They might be a loving family my older siblings. I was never part of my family and I don't love them. I would do myself a disservice if I ever went back to them. I have my reasons and I'm dead to them. In the religion that I grew up in everyone goes through judgement day where everyone sees everything and knows everything about everyone. I don't like how I was treated. I was by myself for as long as I can remember and I'm better off being by myself. I'm resigned to living out the rest of my life alone and I'm ok with that decision and I have the right to that decision.

Your heart is probably in the right place but you don't know and I'm not going to cry online about stuff anymore. I really shouldn't have done it in the first place.

FreestyleArt · 36-40, M

You are in my prayers bro 🫂

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