My 38th bday is on Aug 31...
I am 19 again in the sense that, I recall clearly having absolutely no direction in life then.
What's next? Is there a thing such as next, or, is it only an infinite nowness for me?
I'm free, free, I'm free, my soul is shouting and yet I find myself getting caught up in casual things now and then.
Am I enlightened, am I enlightened enough?
Should I go back to the world?
Am I not in the world?
What's next, what's next
💜🌸🌎
The stars?
✨⭐
I have successfully passed a summer full of desire but I acted upon none.
Desires for food, sex, touch, dances, ego, etc, etc
I have humbled myself infinitely and circumstances only helped and helped.
I'm not who I used to be.
There are still some traces left, there is still a load of work at some corner.
There is still forgiveness, softening of edges, softening, quieten, alignment, to be done.
There are still sorrows to be forgotten.
But something in the core has changed.
A quiet moment.
What's next
💜🌄🌌
What's next? Is there a thing such as next, or, is it only an infinite nowness for me?
I'm free, free, I'm free, my soul is shouting and yet I find myself getting caught up in casual things now and then.
Am I enlightened, am I enlightened enough?
Should I go back to the world?
Am I not in the world?
What's next, what's next
💜🌸🌎
The stars?
✨⭐
I have successfully passed a summer full of desire but I acted upon none.
Desires for food, sex, touch, dances, ego, etc, etc
I have humbled myself infinitely and circumstances only helped and helped.
I'm not who I used to be.
There are still some traces left, there is still a load of work at some corner.
There is still forgiveness, softening of edges, softening, quieten, alignment, to be done.
There are still sorrows to be forgotten.
But something in the core has changed.
A quiet moment.
What's next
💜🌄🌌
