It's funny how when I'm up and running I am so very popular and everybody wants to gas that I have. But yet when I am down and broken all the sudden my phone goes pretty silent and people forget my name. One day I will be out walking again and they say it will be apparently soon if everything goes right but it does change you and it does change how you look at people as well. I should not have to be the one to always reach out and if I am that tells me everything I need to know. My brother reached out to me today. I know he is by my side. Same thing with my bluebird but the rest of them I'm watching you
