Today's fun
What a day we're havin' me and my dad and an AMA worker, when dad got back this afternoon he locked his keys in the car, we get a very busy AMA guy to open it up and his card machine is dead, he was charging it inside here and it takes a long time to charge, he'll call back in an hour when he'll bring a powered up machine, and then when i look in the car, i see no keys, the bag i brought in from it hopefully revealed a spare key, otherwise we wasted 75 bucks, and but dad's all where's the usual key so i'm thinking he found the spare key in a piece of clothing that was not in the car, so in fact we wasted money having it opened, and it's taking delay after delay to pay for what we didn't need, and dad's new meds are so complicated he had the pharmacists to put them in bubble packs, and i was under the impression they were in the locked car, but they were not which was corroborated by dad asking if the Pharmacists called yet.
He's saying weird things, he asked if the light just went out, and i say what light, and he gets sarcastic, and then he says I'm in a dream land!!
He's also brought up something about sisters, he's convinced i told him some sisters were gonna meet here or something like that.
Last night when he ought to have been sleeping, i gave him one of my sleeping pills he's sitting up telling me about a 99 yr old who was talking to him at coffee about dentures. Instead of lashing out i said full of warmth and compassion "I sure hope you can get some sleep tonight" and he goes yeah i'm going up right now, not considering the fact that he's been sleeping down in the living room these days and he's had me bring a couple blankets down and folded length wise to make it as cozy as can be.
If this is a downward spiral, and it seems so, i like to think i'm taking it sort of well, a few weeks ago i screamed and lost it but since then i practice some kind of mind over circumstance technique where i keep coming back to my kindle or Kobo, and no matter what's just happened and even when i get distracted and am needed for something numerous times during the act of reading ONE paragraph, i will keep on going back to those eBooks and be determined to find a solace there that is completely lacking in reality.
He's saying weird things, he asked if the light just went out, and i say what light, and he gets sarcastic, and then he says I'm in a dream land!!
He's also brought up something about sisters, he's convinced i told him some sisters were gonna meet here or something like that.
Last night when he ought to have been sleeping, i gave him one of my sleeping pills he's sitting up telling me about a 99 yr old who was talking to him at coffee about dentures. Instead of lashing out i said full of warmth and compassion "I sure hope you can get some sleep tonight" and he goes yeah i'm going up right now, not considering the fact that he's been sleeping down in the living room these days and he's had me bring a couple blankets down and folded length wise to make it as cozy as can be.
If this is a downward spiral, and it seems so, i like to think i'm taking it sort of well, a few weeks ago i screamed and lost it but since then i practice some kind of mind over circumstance technique where i keep coming back to my kindle or Kobo, and no matter what's just happened and even when i get distracted and am needed for something numerous times during the act of reading ONE paragraph, i will keep on going back to those eBooks and be determined to find a solace there that is completely lacking in reality.
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