Hermit mode activated!!
The last few months I have spent mostly on my own and it’s becoming a bit of a habit now.
The more time I spend on my own, working on myself the more I start to think “do I want anyone in my life again”.
That is not healthy but I have been hurt so much and abandoned by so many people I’m don’t know if I can trust anyone else with my heart.
I’m shedding parts of me and the person I’m becoming likes to be alone because I don’t have no drama and back stabbing.
I have come to stay at my sons for a while I like it here tho I get more time to myself and don’t feel smothered.
I have a couple of festivals one in August and one in September and now I’m like do I really want to go!!
Life has changed so much for me since shit went down and now i want to go be on my own.
Hopefully one day i will want to mingle but right now i want to be left alone so i can heal.
The more time I spend on my own, working on myself the more I start to think “do I want anyone in my life again”.
That is not healthy but I have been hurt so much and abandoned by so many people I’m don’t know if I can trust anyone else with my heart.
I’m shedding parts of me and the person I’m becoming likes to be alone because I don’t have no drama and back stabbing.
I have come to stay at my sons for a while I like it here tho I get more time to myself and don’t feel smothered.
I have a couple of festivals one in August and one in September and now I’m like do I really want to go!!
Life has changed so much for me since shit went down and now i want to go be on my own.
Hopefully one day i will want to mingle but right now i want to be left alone so i can heal.
