It is after 4 a.m and usually by now I am already working.
But I am too sore, too exhausted and on top of that I think this is day one of my period which explains the cramps. Early but expected due to excessive exertion.
I met someone named Faith yesterday. She was a patient. Not mine. I stepped in to improve her treatment because I didn't like how things were going. That's usually me. I can nevermind my own business alone because half-assed work done in my presence annoys me to no end.
Anyways, Faith is a sweet soul. I like her. She needs support in her life. Since she isn't my patient I can be her friend. It is selfish of me to think of it this way but it is easier to form connections with people knowing it is not solely your responsibility to keep them alive. That doesn't mean I won't step in again, just that it is easier. Easier for me to give her love without so much fear.
My mother is ill again.
Someone gifted me high quality fine silk threads. About 50 rolls of them. That's good.
I met someone named Faith yesterday. She was a patient. Not mine. I stepped in to improve her treatment because I didn't like how things were going. That's usually me. I can nevermind my own business alone because half-assed work done in my presence annoys me to no end.
Anyways, Faith is a sweet soul. I like her. She needs support in her life. Since she isn't my patient I can be her friend. It is selfish of me to think of it this way but it is easier to form connections with people knowing it is not solely your responsibility to keep them alive. That doesn't mean I won't step in again, just that it is easier. Easier for me to give her love without so much fear.
My mother is ill again.
Someone gifted me high quality fine silk threads. About 50 rolls of them. That's good.
