You're part of all of us! Contrary to what you may believe you are part of the big picture and crucial to this thing called life. It sounds like you are struggling to see just how important you are, but you are very needed. You belong and every action and reaction from you is a chain reaction that effects all of us. Your kindness, love, compassion, testimony and everything can be a source of hope to others. I understand the struggle, but I'm learning how important my existence is too everyone. Guess what, your's is too. Love yourself like you'd love a friend.