Alright, I am seeing this for what it is and I am expecting to go through all of Dante's Divine Comedy fields
And to now and then remind myself, it's called a comedy and smile.
So what went well today
- I found some food resources, a lemon tree that I managed to get a few lemons and some carobs too. There is a natural water spring nearby and a shower at the beach, all great help and blessings.
- I sat on the street again to try and sell my art. Nothing happened but I had two conversations with little girls who loved my art. And a guy asked me to film me for a video that he's making. I am improving my "shop" as I go. It takes a lot of energy from me but I recognised how any job is like that in the beginning, literally just any other job.
- I've not been feeling much well and so I had many rests during the day, beautiful positive openings: I swam in the sea, I took a nap under a pine tree's shadow, I layed on a curved trunk of a carob tree and asked for it's help, I later layed in the middle of an olive tree and had some more rest.
- I've spent my last money and whilst I know it can sound stressful, experience have shown me that currency needs current, movement. Even if not in the same currency, the lemons, carobs and water are enough to make me feel safe for a while. Fig trees are working on their gigs but they will need at least another month or two. Similarly with grapes and olives.. Pomegranate a little bit later. I know all of these and I am watching the trees with their little baby fruits on the making. No wombs, no enclosures, everything trusting the open air.
- I did my practices, I meditated for about 40min and did a brief 20min kungfu session. All is well.
Ps - no rain or wind for tonight.. Lol
I will go soon since it's hard to charge my phone and I am using it just a little bit.. Which isn't bad at all!
So what went well today
- I found some food resources, a lemon tree that I managed to get a few lemons and some carobs too. There is a natural water spring nearby and a shower at the beach, all great help and blessings.
- I sat on the street again to try and sell my art. Nothing happened but I had two conversations with little girls who loved my art. And a guy asked me to film me for a video that he's making. I am improving my "shop" as I go. It takes a lot of energy from me but I recognised how any job is like that in the beginning, literally just any other job.
- I've not been feeling much well and so I had many rests during the day, beautiful positive openings: I swam in the sea, I took a nap under a pine tree's shadow, I layed on a curved trunk of a carob tree and asked for it's help, I later layed in the middle of an olive tree and had some more rest.
- I've spent my last money and whilst I know it can sound stressful, experience have shown me that currency needs current, movement. Even if not in the same currency, the lemons, carobs and water are enough to make me feel safe for a while. Fig trees are working on their gigs but they will need at least another month or two. Similarly with grapes and olives.. Pomegranate a little bit later. I know all of these and I am watching the trees with their little baby fruits on the making. No wombs, no enclosures, everything trusting the open air.
- I did my practices, I meditated for about 40min and did a brief 20min kungfu session. All is well.
Ps - no rain or wind for tonight.. Lol
I will go soon since it's hard to charge my phone and I am using it just a little bit.. Which isn't bad at all!
