where do i go from here

i’ve spent almost half of my life with severe depression, my parents don’t have time for me or my feelings, my therapist has to stop seeing me, my friends are all rich and only care about material items, my boyfriend is a chain weed-smoking porn addict who only seems to want me for sex, my sister hates me and i vent on the internet with my issues, what am i doing with my life 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣