Outgrowing my life

I feel like I’m outgrowing my entire life in my hometown and now I can’t unsee it. Nothing feels new, everything is hollow. I just sort of go through the motions and act like a security blanket for the people in my life who don’t care if I’m happy as long as I’m near them. I long to be free, to travel the world, to not waste away working 40+ hours a week, go out with friends on the weekends and pretend it’s enough. How do I get out of here?

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KingofBones1 · 46-50, M

I posted about something like that today on my Facebook. I said do you ever get the feeling people only want you around to fix their problems? Also meaning that when you go through yours you find yourself totally alone

Onyx235 · 22-25New

@KingofBones1 yea if I’m going to go through my problems alone anyway I’d rather just be alone at least I’d be free