I need to vent, I need to find a way out.
I am absolutely sick of people who are never satisfied. Nothing is ever enough and they will find something/anything to be disgruntled about no matter how good they have it. They have to distance and distract themselves from a life that is actually beautiful.
I am dog shit in my own life and I still feel silly. I still try hard every day knowing that it doesn't really do any good to be honest and fair. Just because that's who I choose to be no matter what situation I'm in.
I see people lie on resumes to get jobs they don't deserve/aren't qualified for, then they complain because they can't have more. I see people working for companies that value them, being shady and lazy. My son's father sit on his phone and ignore his child all day long. Families fall apart because they don't like how someone dresses. Silent treatments given because they couldn't control the other person.
It's all so stupid. And I wonder, am I just the opposite side of the same coin? Is me trying to make people laugh stupid? Is me trying to be fair and honest stupid? Doing the right thing seems to always come back and bite me.
I want to exist in a time and place where people can be transparent and true. Where they're happy they have enough and relax into laughter, joyous to simply be together.
I am dog shit in my own life and I still feel silly. I still try hard every day knowing that it doesn't really do any good to be honest and fair. Just because that's who I choose to be no matter what situation I'm in.
I see people lie on resumes to get jobs they don't deserve/aren't qualified for, then they complain because they can't have more. I see people working for companies that value them, being shady and lazy. My son's father sit on his phone and ignore his child all day long. Families fall apart because they don't like how someone dresses. Silent treatments given because they couldn't control the other person.
It's all so stupid. And I wonder, am I just the opposite side of the same coin? Is me trying to make people laugh stupid? Is me trying to be fair and honest stupid? Doing the right thing seems to always come back and bite me.
I want to exist in a time and place where people can be transparent and true. Where they're happy they have enough and relax into laughter, joyous to simply be together.
