You know something? I don't think I give a fuck at all anymore.

I've been rejected. I've gotten arrested. I've been divorced. I've been broke. I've been made a fool of. I've been told I wasn't good enough. I've been lied to. I've been stabbed in the back. I've been absolutely hungover and sick. I've seen the person I should probably be with marry someone else. I've recieved those "thanks for applying" emails. I've been set up. I've been psychologically manipulated and abused. I've been in tornadoes and hurricanes. I've been literally tortured under the guise of "training". I've been hit in the head a lot. I've been yelled at and had spit in my face. I've been physically and mentally exhausted. I've tried to take my own life. And here I still sit with a grin on my face.