Say honestly, do you all feel its over for me as my semester is ending and do you think the girls are disinterested in me?
As you all know I am 23 and living in Bangalore in India but born in Siliguri in West Bengal in India and never had a gf before and still didn't get my first kiss. I am studying MBA and talking with several girls in my University but it doesn't go anywhere honestly and with most of them the conversation has been brief limited to just Hi and How are you and the girls don't even notice me until I say them Hi even if we talked a few times before. I had been very shy in my school days and only recently I started talking to them. It took me until 22-23 to start initiating conversations with girls and I regret doing it so late. Now I am literally in my 2nd year of MBA which is my final year as its a Masters Degree and our semester is ending soon with final exams starting from tomorrow. Next semester which is our final semester will be dissertation which is only project based and there won't be regular classes so I won't even go to campus very often and this makes me sad for not trying to overcome by shyness in 11th or 12th grade or in my undergrads or even at the most in 1st year of my MBA last year as it feels like I have less time now in 2nd year with the semester ending very soon and next semester is fully dissertation. It sucks how I have been bullied a lot in my school days and have been isolated most of my life and now I am trying to socialize but it feels quite late. In fact I am turning 24 by end of this month(3 days before Christmas to be precise) so I am already feeling running out of time and feeling really "old".
Yesterday I initiated conversation with some 2 new girls in our campus too as the familiar ones with whom I talk weren't in the campus and they were nice and friendly but idk when I will meet them again as I didn't ask their socials and exams are starting. Even with the ones whose socials I have, they don't have continuous chats and their replies are more sporadic and they go even days without even seeing my text and idk whether its their busy lives as MBA students. I am afraid that after this semester ends and the dissertation semester starts, I will completely lose these girls with whom I have created some rapport at least as some of them are also my juniors in their 1st year of MBA and they will remain in the campus next semester whereas I won't be in campus a lot due to project works and other stuffs. Idk whether they will meet up with me after the semester is done as I tried asking 3 of them separately to hang out with me for lunch 2 weeks ago but all 3 said they had class or assignment to complete so some other time
Yesterday I initiated conversation with some 2 new girls in our campus too as the familiar ones with whom I talk weren't in the campus and they were nice and friendly but idk when I will meet them again as I didn't ask their socials and exams are starting. Even with the ones whose socials I have, they don't have continuous chats and their replies are more sporadic and they go even days without even seeing my text and idk whether its their busy lives as MBA students. I am afraid that after this semester ends and the dissertation semester starts, I will completely lose these girls with whom I have created some rapport at least as some of them are also my juniors in their 1st year of MBA and they will remain in the campus next semester whereas I won't be in campus a lot due to project works and other stuffs. Idk whether they will meet up with me after the semester is done as I tried asking 3 of them separately to hang out with me for lunch 2 weeks ago but all 3 said they had class or assignment to complete so some other time
22-25, M